yea... It's my off day tdy =)
I am so tired and exhausted..
I have never and ever have a good rest till tdy...
Omg.. Working there is really a challenge to me..
The challenge of working shift.. especially when i need to wake up at 4.30am
The 1 hour traveling time daily.. Really kills me...
And I still need to manage and supervise people who are older than me and have more experience working there as compared to me.. omg
The working environment there is really stressful..
And it seems there there is no one there to teach me..
Just throw me the notes and expect me to know everything..
Omg.. I only attended 2 dietician talks last week.. And my nutrition really sux..
How could I know everything???
Stress.. I am still trying to cope with the work there...

My mind is in a whirl...
I dont know what I should do and what I could do...
Whatever I do, is wrong..
I couldnt take it in anymore....
Whenever i take a step back, u will take a step forward...
There's a limit to everything..
I really very upset and dissapointed...
Did I make the wrong choice??

OMG...
She called me and asked me to work for the sail again for 1 week...
But I am afraid that the sgh might call me to go work anytime...
So I called search network to check with them when I am suppose to start work...
And they told me tt I have already cleared the medical checkup..
They are also waiting for the HR to reply.. As the HR are rather busy now..
They will inform me when to start work again.. And say most probably next week..
So I rejected the job offer.. sian..
I wan to work..
Dont wanna stay at home and do nothing..

I was so stupid today...
Went back to the management office to get my timesheet sign...
But the office is closed in the afternoon on sat...
Omg.. Still need to go back on mon to get it sign...