"The meetup...
The river, the conversation, the frappucino caramel.
The uncontrollable... "
This is what I saw in his facebook..
I deleted one of the post earlier..
Cause he already apologized for what he have done...
Anyway, this few days he is the one who acc me and sms me while i was working..
Meet him again today..
He was so good to me...
Accompany me all the way to raffles there...
And even offer sent me home today...
But I dont want..
Cause I know that I should keep a distance away from him...

27 April
First day of work as customer service office..
The job is quite relaxing..
Just need to ask the vistor to record, handle access card, parcel and etc..
But sometimes I think my english was so bad that i couldnt understand what the ang mo is trying to say...
Anyway, the working environment is very good..
Alot of ang mo staying at the apartment there..
If one day, I am rich I will also go buy one apartment there.. haha
The scenery is super nice there and there was alot of facilities there..
Haha.. Ytd a ang mo treat me and venessa for dinner..
he ordered so much.. cant even finish the food.. haha..
I enjoyed working there...
But one thing i dont like is that it is super bored working there...
Cause I simply have nothing much to do when is around 9 to 11pm..
No wonder they allow us to bring laptop to work there...
Haha.. think i will just bring some magazine to read there..
better than facing the wall and bored die me..
think that the security guard also cant stand me..
cause i keep chatting with them..

Here are some photo taken today. =)

















Taken at the 30th floor.. the reading room there..

















My access pass..
















The place where i work...




















The visitor log book..




















Slacking...

I am tired..
Sometimes I just wonder whether it is worth or not..
And what I get back, is just....
haiz... I am sad..
What should I do???

ytd night..
cheris called me and told me tt ***** asked us to work tdy..
Cause we suppose to work fri also.. not only sat and sun...
It sld be some miscommunication btw the consultant and the client..
At first, I thou it was a joke cause I dont believe that any consultant will call ppl at midnight and ask us to go work the next day...
at least they can inform us earlier, right??
I switch off my phone ytd night cause i dont wan to pick up her call.. lol.
think she know are giving 101 excuse as we dont want to work tdy... lol..
This morning she called me again.. and ask me to go work.. but i dont wan..
I tried to find ppl to work tdy but cant... cause she need too many ppl to work tdy..
She is so pathetic.. And I feel so guilty...

yea!! going to work for singtel again with cheris and jayme this sat and sun..
so happy to work for singtel.. =P If possible, i wanna work for singtel next week also.. but heard that next week is at changi.. haha.. so far.. but then next fri is public holiday = double pay.. lol..
omg.. going to be busy with work..
sat and sun working for singtel--> mon to thurs working as temp customer service officer ---> hopefully working for singtel again on fri sat and sun-->
Most probably start working on 4th may at sgh le..

OMG.. the doctor was not in the clinic again..
the doct really got attitude problem ..
even though i have book the appointment at 7pm...
they have called me and remind me of my appointment..
and yet when i went there, the doctor was not in..
really have a very bad experience in the clinic..
Well, the clinic is always "open" but doctor not in..
I waited around 1hr... for doct to come.. and have my injection..
think that i will start working at sgh on may..
hope tt everything will be fine there...

anyway, I was so happy to receive the call from daisy tdy..
haha.. daisy is soo good to me =P Intro me a temp job for 4 days..
going to work from mon to thurs at city hall there..
from 3pm to 11pm.. to replace someone on medical leave.. haha..
daisy also told me tt they still need people for singtel this week..
if possible, I really hope to work for singtel again with cheris on sat and sun.. =P
juz wanna keep myself busy...
as i dun like e feeling of being alone ...

19 April
I just notice that the time goes by a lot slower when you miss the one you love.
I still waiting for my dear to come back from taiwan..
super super miss him.. =(

17 April
went for the medical checkup on fri..
I waited super long for the blood test..
from morning till around 4pm...
all just because I never book appointment..
zzz.. I dont understand why there wasnt a doctor in the clinic when it was "open"...
zzz.. even the xray also ask me go sata.. OMG.. i might as well go sata for the medi checkup... worst still, I need to go back to the clinic on wed night for a injection... damn angry with my agency*

I have signed the contract ytd..
Dunnoe whether it is a right choice or not..
I just dun wan to think so much..
after tt went to eat dinner with my attachment friend at raffle city de thai express..
then went to clarke quay there to drink..
omg.. think i have drink too much ytd.. cause keep tio forfeit..

I feel so suxy that I really cant make the decision...
I just dunnoe what next for me... haiz..
I am sick of finding jobs and going to interview on mon- fri..
and working on fri, sat and sun
Sad.. I need time to think... But I dun have..
work till sibei dulan tdy...zzz..
Haiz.. I am really indecisive...
I still dunnoe whether i wan the job in sgh or not...
I dont feel like signing the contract.. still need 3 mth probation.. haiz...
I realli dun understand why they select me lo..
tt day I was sibei dulan when I went the interview ...
I thou that they surely dun wan me for tt job..
cause they say I am a fresh grad bo exp.. and the interview took me more than 5hr.. 4 to 5 ppl interview me one by one... think only e boss wan me..
dont know how i manage to get selected by them de..
Anyway since I gotten this job, I dun feel like missing this opportunity
somemore it is quite a good start for my career in food industry... and is a + point in my resume.. with exp in supervisory position.. and the salary is still ok for a fresh diploma grad... I think i will regret if i give up this chance... Cause it is damn hard to find a job nowadays.

But at a second thought.. I feel like studying... A diploma in food science cant get me to anywhere... Seriously speaking... How much can a diploma in food science grad earn???? even with a degree in food science, u cant earn much.... I dont want stuck at the pay of 1.Xk per month forever.... A lab tech at most can earn is >3k... even if u are being promoted to senior lab tech and do 12 hr shift work...
Sometimes, I dont understand... Life is simply so unfair..


Haiz.. I need to decide soon... whether I should accept it or give up the chance... whether I wanna study or work.. or work and study part time.. Btw, I was accepted by curtin singapore also with 4 module exemption...

I dont really know what I wan....

What should I do??? What next???