Wednesday, August 12, 2009
I have been working there for 3 month already....
I feel so tired and stress....
So I have submitted my resignation letter tdy...
Thursday, July 9, 2009
I am really so tired...
Almost everyday having nightmare...
Working there is really tough...
E shift work + long hours of work and travelling time + forever uncompleted things to do..
E blue-black i have on my knee....
E backache I have everyday..
Simply explain everything...
Even my hp is spoilt... because the trolley bang on to me...
And I couldnt take it...
I couldnt cope with it...
How I wish... I could end everything now...
But I still have to bare with it...
Monday, May 18, 2009
yea... It's my off day tdy =)
I am so tired and exhausted..
I have never and ever have a good rest till tdy...
Omg.. Working there is really a challenge to me..
The challenge of working shift.. especially when i need to wake up at 4.30am
The 1 hour traveling time daily.. Really kills me...
And I still need to manage and supervise people who are older than me and have more experience working there as compared to me.. omg
The working environment there is really stressful..
And it seems there there is no one there to teach me..
Just throw me the notes and expect me to know everything..
Omg.. I only attended 2 dietician talks last week.. And my nutrition really sux..
How could I know everything???
Stress.. I am still trying to cope with the work there...
Saturday, May 9, 2009
My mind is in a whirl...
I dont know what I should do and what I could do...
Whatever I do, is wrong..
I couldnt take it in anymore....
Whenever i take a step back, u will take a step forward...
There's a limit to everything..
I really very upset and dissapointed...
Did I make the wrong choice??
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
OMG...
She called me and asked me to work for the sail again for 1 week...
But I am afraid that the sgh might call me to go work anytime...
So I called search network to check with them when I am suppose to start work...
And they told me tt I have already cleared the medical checkup..
They are also waiting for the HR to reply.. As the HR are rather busy now..
They will inform me when to start work again.. And say most probably next week..
So I rejected the job offer.. sian..
I wan to work..
Dont wanna stay at home and do nothing..
Saturday, May 2, 2009
I was so stupid today...
Went back to the management office to get my timesheet sign...
But the office is closed in the afternoon on sat...
Omg.. Still need to go back on mon to get it sign...
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
"The meetup...
The river, the conversation, the frappucino caramel.
The uncontrollable... "
This is what I saw in his facebook..
I deleted one of the post earlier..
Cause he already apologized for what he have done...
Anyway, this few days he is the one who acc me and sms me while i was working..
Meet him again today..
He was so good to me...
Accompany me all the way to raffles there...
And even offer sent me home today...
But I dont want..
Cause I know that I should keep a distance away from him...
